I haven't written just to write for what feels like ages. But the words are seeping out of me, and I just can't contain them for a second longer. Its like the sun is drawing out the moisture from my skin, and in each dewey drop is a world of words.
I write to you now as I gaze over the ocean. Its metallic blue morphs from shades of deep violet to a silvery green, capped by a tinge of bright white foam at each waves' tip. I am reminded that the waves are a part of the ocean, made up of millions of drops. I am a drop. My mind is the ocean, each thought a wave, carrying me further and further out to sea.
More and more I dream of dissolving into the universe. Becoming the wind that flies freely, circumnavigating the mountains, the islands, and the tops of trees. I sit with my eyes closed, slipping out of my skin, through the crown of my head. I envision the space within each atom, know that is who I really am. Space.
I am only here momentarily. This body. This life. As soon as the waves rises towards the sky, it crashes into the rocks.
Stories. Stories and labels. Labels and limiting beliefs. Limiting beliefs and the conditioning of society trying to tell me who I am or who I am supposed to be that is not who I already am.
I'm sick of it. I am tired of not feeling good enough. Good enough for who?
We are so divine. Made of stars and sand and crystalized quartz. Our thoughts have power. We are sorcerers and mystics, creating every moment, whether we realize it or not.
I have been the ocean. I have been the sky. I have been the whole world, all at once. And here I am now. I will no longer allow myself to be separate from the whole, when I am the whole, and so are you.
You are me.
Both born of infinite possibilities.
Overcome the self-imposed limitations of your mind.
I know you didn't create all those limitations yourself.
Our neighbors, and teachers, and friends.
But were all just doing our best, where we are with what we have.
I know we can do better.
Perfect and complete.
A master piece and demolition at the same damn time.